Day 1

 Day 1

1st January, 2025

Happy New Year!

Finally 2024 is over. It was one of the worst years for me. Full of stress, anxiety and what not.

But let's not talk about it. Let's talk about 2025.

My New Year's Eve was at home in Bangalore with Disha. Yes I have moved to Bangalore finally with Disha. We have setup the house.

We were supposed to go to party at a place called Mykos and then to Zo House with Kushal but we ditched both plans and decided to stay home. We drank and chilled and ate healthy-ish food at home and we slept late. I slept even later than Disha at probably 3:30-ish.

I don't remember when I woke up but probably it was 8:30-ish.

I had had a party smart last night and that is why I woke up with no hangover. I slept listening to Fred Again. I discovered Fred Again that very night.

So I woke up. Disha got ready and readied the house for the day. I meditated for a few minutes and then I also got ready. We then left for Uru to have breakfast. They are supposed to have good breakfasts and they are tied up with IDC. When we reached there, we understood that that isn't the case. So we ate a sandwhich, coffee and I ate scrambled eggs there. We clicked good photos.

The only conversation we were having during breakfast is what should we do next. We wanted to do some activity. Since Disha had gotten her periods, she didn't want to sign up for a high-effort plan. Disha then found a shooting place and we went there.

We took a 20 shots package each and we shot with rifles. We did fairly well for our first time.

We then came back home. We were quite full and Disha ate a couple of bananas. I worked on my laptop to sort ads for a client of mine (Nexis).

I had booked an Evolve Yoga class at Cult Fit. I left at 4:05PM for cult (it is right opposite to our apartment).

I went there and the class went well. Yoga always eases my body.

Oh I forgot to mention that I had decided I will stay away from smoking in 2025. I am so used to randomly smoking that I couldn't clear my bowels today because of not smoking. Imagine how serious an addiction smoking is.

After my yoga class, I came home. I spent some time with Disha. We ordered Pappu and Rice from Zomato and we ate it.

I watched Netflix (RRR Behind the Scenes) with Disha for a while and then I decided to go for a walk. Since my meal was carb heavy, I thought walking will help me complete my 10000 steps.

I started walking and somehow I kept motivating myself and I did 7.32 Kms straight without stopping. Closed all my rings on the apple watch as well.

Came back home. Stretched my feet. Watched some Netflix with Disha. Then she decided to go sleep.

I made chamomile tea for myself so that I start feeling sleepy.

So I was a little stressed about tomorrow's meetings. I have one meeting with Buffet Foods. I need to be prepared. I am not prepared at all as of now. I decided I will wake up in the morning and take it up. I seriously need work in Bangalore right now.

I also missed a meeting I had promised a restaurant called Neemsi. I had promised Monday. I will contact them tomorrow morning and visit them.

I also wanted to start writing on blogspot which I am doing right now. I will now go to sleep.

I have realised I am severely stressed and I have too much anxiety. I have understood I need to shut my brain and just not think and things will be alright.

Tomorrow's goals:

1. Buffet Foods - Presentation and Meeting

2. Neemsi - Presentation and Meeting

3. Arkedia Accounting and Stress Reduction

4. As usual meditation, yoga and walk.